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Confessions of An Addict
These past couple months there has been a lack of rush, a lack of high, lack of entertainment for me…. No matter what I did, I could not figure out the annoying complex of never being satisfying needs. I feel like a ranting punk ass but hey, that’s the whole point of this whole thing, is it not?
So apparently after experimenting with different adrenaline technique like a crack addict.. and it became clear that ever since I was able to get into the first surgery, I have become addicted, amazed, grateful for the chance to be able to experience such an amazing powerful and beautiful lesson. I realize I am a junkie for blood. There is nothing that can compare to the HIGH of looking over a table, looking over a person knowing that, one decision you make could be the most dramatic change or speed bump in another person’s life. It has taken a huge toll over me these past couple months that I could not help but realize that I have not read any novels from my book shelf. Instead, I have been picking up all medical books, constantly and consistently reading and going over every single details trying to figure out ways to improve my timing and techniques. I have never ever in my life felt so hypnotized by such fascinating events to the point where that I have to force myself out of the house just so I can get away from getting involved in such craze. What is wrong with me? Would I ever be able to control such temptation, such addiction to a point where I could literally say, ” I can walk away from this.” I think I am going crazy.. but hopefully I can use this new found obsession to maybe one day, change the world forever.
Until next time,
Signing out.
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Oh no!!! Orders are piling up!!!! C’mon vendors!!! Get me those items asap!!!! :-) all in all the papers are being made :-)
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Enrolling in a new course of study or making the final arrange… More for Aquarius http://twittascope.com/?sign=11
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productions productions!!! :-) :-) :-) j got another payment from a customer :-)
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Loves the smell of coffee :-) but hates the taste!!!
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A lot of things to do tomorrow….website development.. meeting.. Warehouse shopping :-)
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Omggg waste of timeee
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Your head is filled with many contradictory thoughts today, ma… More for Aquarius http://twittascope.com/?sign=11
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A new beginning
Today started out fairly well. i haven’t been able to sleep well lately… constantly working and making sure this project will finish.. I have a deadline i would love to meet… Right now orders are already underway… yet… i don’t even have products yet….. i gotta get everything ready and good to go ASAP…. this could lead to bigger and better things.. either way.. we’re already at the bottom.. only way to go left is UP :) just gotta keep my head up high.. and be grateful for everything that has happened… :) It will all come together soon :)
PROJECT 2011 :)